How do we get clean again?

The God of wine is crouched down in my room
you let me down. i said it
now I'm going down and you're not even around
I know
I can't keep it all together
Can we get clean again?
The sadness i can't erase
All the love on your face
the alcohol it permeates

---------------------
I'm hangin' on your words like I always used to do.

--------------------
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you'd bleed just to feel alive

----------------------
There's a demon inside my brain that starts to overwhelm
I feel this narcolepsy slide
into another nightmare
I try to swim beneath
Try to keep awake